Get In My Head

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

6:08PM - bored...

awww sooo havent written in a bit..soo...updates:
soo i dont no what me n giovanni are, confused on that, but im not even trippin on it haha.
sat me n alan are goin to HIN in san jose..woot.
im over deandre. for EVER
ive been hanging with jelisa alot more.
my friends arent annoying me AS much nemore.
i have to go get blood tests done again tomorrow at 345.
im gonna die...come to my funeral?
i love life..
giovanni got me hooked on graffiti.
and yeah..im on a diet..shockerrrr lol

k bye.

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Saturday, February 4, 2006

9:54PM - Last night...a drunk night...

soo...last night, i got pretty much the most drunk i have EVER been, in my entire life...it was fun, untill i kept falling over, and not able to walk...so yeah and when i started to puke..yea that wasnt fun...

but it was so weird, like im sleeping, its like 2 sumthing, and im in liz's bed, all by myself, and then i feel someone put theyre arm around me, and lay by me, i was to drunk to even care so i went back to sleep, then i wake up like an hour later, and i see that its ej... i was shocked...it was like weird, cuz he was laying with me, and i didnt no why...damn lol i like him alot, but hes sooooo fucking confusing. yeah...sooo confusing.

i really dont know what to call us...dating? friends with benefits at times? exclusive? we like eachother when we're drunk? wtf..i have no idea...fuck.

Current mood:

confused

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Friday, February 3, 2006

6:49AM - Also....a thought...

I love my BLACK TEES girls!! yay! haha annnd ive pretty much realized who my true friends are...

i sat here, all summer, defending my new found "friends" in the "scene" that i really had no intentions of trying to be a part of, and i still to this day will never want to be a part of...i have made some great friends from the so called "reno scene", but ive also realize, that there are sooo many hypocrits...they sit here and say "oh i hate fake people" "oh i hate this and that" but then turn around, and be fake to ur face, and contradict themselves...they sit here and try to be something that they say is perfect to them or what not, but i honestly feel like they dont know themselves what being yourself is....dont get me wrong, there are some AMAZING people in this "Scene" but there are some people i wish i never encountered or defended and once called a friend.

I would sit here everyday, and tell my friends, that i have been friends with for years, that they just have to get to know you and will see that your way awsome, and you arent fake, but then i get hit with the realization, that when im defending you, your talking shit about me, and making myspace groups about me. childish? yea...but im over it.

ive realized who my true friends are, and im glad i have them...i love my black tees girls, and im down for them no matter what.... fuck the rest...McQ Black Tees o7!!

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